一首講出我心情的歌 -

Just stumbled upon this song, couldn't help but cried a little after I listened to it.

薛凯琪 : 字花

自那天起 寫不出半首詩
留下到處 一張張廢紙
是我筆尖 發現文筆太亂
零落破碎 一想起你便斷

唯求用這首歌 唱出一種結束
如旋律內有雨 那就盡情哭
如文字會生花 也許明天會花開遍地
枯萎那個 無謂再目送

直到今天 寫一首最美的
旋律帶過 當天的記憶
為你寫歌 作別離的記認
文字抹去 今天的太任性

唯求用這首歌 唱出一種結束
如旋律內有雨 那就盡情哭
如文字會生花 也許明天會花開遍地
枯萎那個 無謂再目送

文字記載感情 無奈我已凋零
每字也是有關於你 我做過甚麼

唯求用這首歌 唱出一種結束
如旋律內有雨 那就盡情哭
如文字會生花 也許明天會花開遍地
枯萎那個 無謂再...

傷口會痛 無謂再亂碰

Wahhhahhhhahha

I decided I should be wearing more skirts and dresses!! :D Liza, I am glad to tell you that my old grannie 'control' pants.. those who tug in tummy works! :D hehehe

Day 3

Today I feel way better, I ate a lot of eggs today. We went for dim sum this afternoon, I found that when you only can eat meat and veggie... that limited a lot of unwanted crabs.
I know Tickle's dad is going to the hospital yesterday to get ready for the surgery next week. I am sending good energy and positive thinking to you and your family. Love u sis.

Liz's Day 2

Oh man... Today it is really hard. I was so hungry all day... wanting to eat crabs. I did it.. I didn't eat any... only eating some strawberries. I hope tomorrow will end all those craving, drinking a lot of tea today. Going to bed now and I am looking forward for a wonderful weekend.

I'm so GRATEFUL!!!!

I'm so grateful that I am begin this a new journey with my best friend. This journey is not only just for our body, it for our mind and inner self. I want to thank to GOD, The Universal and the Angels who has been supporting us and continue to support us every step of the way. Make this journey full with joy and fun.
Love, Liz:)

Day 2

Okay! Yesterday I started this positive thinking! :D

Well, no I didn't become 170lb beautiful... :D hehe

But good news! The other boyfriend.. well now that I have no real boyfriend, he is my only boyfriend now.. from work, my client... has finally get real fed up by us and decided he would cancel card very very soon!!!

I tell you, this positive thinking thing does work!!! :D

Now day 2's positive thoughts:

I will stick with my Atkins' lifestyle! :D meal is meat + veggie! :D Yes I can! :D

At least 1 positive thought a day and make it a chain! :)

I have bought the book "The Secret". Let's practice positive thinking every day. :)

Let's think up something to be grateful for and add on to it everyday :)

E.g., Instead of thinking "I am so fat", think "I am going to lose weight" :)
        Instead of thinking "the new job is hard", think "I will try my best at work and it's gonna be easy!" :)

So today, day 1!

Day 1: I will lose weight! I was beautiful when I am 170 lb! :D

Wonderful Oracle card

I want to share with you my favor Oracle cards, that I used when I am depress and worry. It helps me answer a lot of questions and clam my fear and sadness. It like the card can read the questions from heart. My favor Artist Toni Carmine Salerno does wonderful painting on the card. My favor one I used all the time is Angel God and Goddesses & Guardian Angel Oracle card.

Angel God and Goddesses card By Toni Carmine Salerno

Guardian Angel Oracle Card by Toni Carmine Salerno

Elizabeth Gilbert Talks About Eat, Pray Love

You Can Heal Your Life 1

If you want to watch the whole movie... you can go to you tube to search it.:)

Books to read for starting our new life

I am so happy that we are starting this new journey together. There are couple books are very good for us to read at this time.:)

1. You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay
You can Heal your life "The Movie"

2. EAT. PRAY. LOVE by Elizabeth Gilbert and the Movie is coming out next month Julia Robert act as Elizabeth. :)

3. WOMEN FOOD and GOD By Geneen Roth

Loving my self.

Boyfriend is no longer the center of the universe.

I think my dad's cancer made me realize I have limited time with the only 2 people who love me unconditionally and they should be the center of my world.

Me, being still the center of the center of my universe :D

It's a sad transition to break up with the best friend I have for almost 2 decades, but that's always a risk that you take when you turn a best friend into a romantic relationship; A long distance one at that.

The past 5 years had been fun and he had took me to places I have never dreamed going. It's a really great time of my life.

I am glad I have another best friend to lean on at this moment of distress both in my family and my relationship. Liza, you are the only person I can always open my hearts to without any judgment or negativeness from you. For that, I am grateful.

I will remember your advise about "loving myself first". I am happy my relationship ended the way it ended. It was a relief and I am sure it's a new beginning.

Deadlines!!

We have deadline to meet! :D 2 months!!